oh the storm has settled finally i hope aage tatto k related kuch matter na ho.. wooo lets talk abt yoga classes.. amazing 1st few days were nostalgic feeling of school looking at her gtng thoda nervous coz vo b samne so i prefer siting door.. warna if il see her toh i keep smiling oly like and idiot.. lucky me i got a diff instructor..same hota toh meri toh yoga hoti hi nai kabhi..btw chaitali soni is (lovestruck) :p abhi sab tym pe aate hai over a mnth i knw sab lazy ass ban jayege starting mei xcitmnt sab ko rehta hia.. n most imp thing my mil in under chaitali agar i wud have been practising along thm toh paka haas haas k pagal hojati..

log bathroom mei b selfies lete hai heights..

lol.. no comments on it

lol aaya or chala b gaya .. :p 

ise kehte hai confuse morning

this is cat face meow wala lol..

2nd it is jus walkin to tattoo parlour i jus wish evrythng goes well n both like it on  Similar case coz thts more important.. i m cold and nevous cold coz i knw il b facing storm late evning wen ronak will face the truth n nervous coz my mil scared me off regardin needle n etc stuff.. climbing d stairs with states of mind wethr to say cookie true or satisfy him with lie.. let see lemme gt this done thn il think abt it .. its 2.15pm let see hw  much time it takes to gt it done i dnt want to frwd pics of tatto to u rushika coz warna thoda b surprise nai rahega tuje kya pata wethr m kiddin or m sayng truth tht m gtng tattoo for u.. n ya i knw ul b thinkin its easy for me to gt this tattoo done coz ur n ronaks initials is same but i knw its difficult very difficult to tel my hubby abt the fact n listn his taunts entire life...i knw it may spoil d relationship but still i m firm tht il have 1 for u so tht u realise i do hv true respect for u...

Nywyz cya later discusing d designs..

And finally its done aiyoo it pains a lot yaaa... in mid i felt like jus gtng up n say dude bus ab nai karana but credits to my mil n tht tattoo guys thy kept motivating me.. so finally d permanent tattoos for 2 permanent or temporary people in my life lol... who knws aage kya hoga but il hv thm stick on my body permanently... makin me think abt thm evry nw n thn .. idea ws to keep ronaks name on left coz left nerve is connectd to heart n hvin it on front so tht i cn think abt him evry nw n thn .. and rushikas initials with infinite or S (superwomen ) its behind on my wrist of ryt coz she wil b 2nd priority aftr ronu n i love her ..like her infinite n superwomen coz she is .. :p no doubt sachi...

Dhan tanan its 6.30pm tym for ronak to b bak home wooooooooooooo my heart is racing m i affraid or m jus nervous i dnt knw ganpati bapa bacha lena... i knw he will b pised fuck its him in room bie

2mins of silence hahahahahah finally bata diya he enterd d room n aftr half hr he realised i got tatto done hs reaction ws oh tatto wow show he said oh itss good i said i got 2 ..
2nd is here he is like oh nyc for hw much i said nmm pata nai but u liked it he said i didnt understand 2nd tatto ka meaning y s u hv given btween r and b i said r for rushika b for me n s coz i call her superwomen he said oh ok i didnt like tht much n i shudnt commnt olso on it coz its nt for me n ya regarding my name tatto i didnt like r ka font so if possible change tht design of it i said ok n his mood is off n i knw he wont talk to me for sumtym .. chalo manav ab inko ..

I knw he is hurt so he has oll ryts to gt angry on me sab gusa karege offcourse.. i knw m mad aisa koi karta nai but ab meri wish thi so meine kiya i m hurt thinkin abt ronak k usko kitna bura laga hoga wen i tol him the fact.. my little brain is full of thoughts
Thinking usko jakar boldu tht i ws kidding its for u oly but tht wont wrk coz he knw i ws serius n firm wen i said him
Sorry toh boldiya or ye b bola k tht u knw she is as special to me as u r toh uspe he said nahi dnt say tht she cums 1st alwys in ur priority list n thn me he said i m nt important to u but i think she is har chiz mei toh u remove uska hisa mere se jyada tu uska dhyan rakhti hai mere se jyada use baat hoti hai teri so obiviously she is important to u ok fyn nw il gt tattoo for nisha n mitali let see hw u react i said ok . I ws jus listnin coz thts oll i think suitable for me tht moment he ws on n on neesha se i talk toh u dnt like n u talk with rushika toh want i shud accept tht.. n thn the arguments heheheh

Its a new day... n dono ko koi na koi fault laga tattoo mei toh basically m feeling k it ws waste but ab kuch kar nai sakte.. rushika wala tatto rushika ko dikkhaya toh he said ye problm vo b teda hai n she is like nahi ye ronak k liye hi hai n ronak ko r pasand nai aaya tatto ka position use rushika k position. Pe chahiye tha n vo b bola k initial wala is for rushika so mei nai bol sakta kuch... it means mei atak gai bichmei jiske liye banaya vo b na bol rahi hai and dusra wala b fault dikha raha hai.. uff ye taurains pe kharche bohot hai its difficult to please thm @ tyms..

ha toh AB activa wala seen hhahahaaha it ws shankrant n i made biryani @ home so i decided to gv thoda to rushika.. i went @ her plc it ws late so i said her to drop me back home on activa.. i ws wearing saree lol.. we went down n i didnt adjust my self on the seat..she asked me m i done i said yes n moment she accelerate the bike i got jerk n i fall down on road hahahahaah n puri sogai raste pe.. it ws so funny replay hota na paka haas haas k sab mar jate i still wish kisine vo cam mei record kiya hota kabhi hasne k liye kam aata seriusly a great fall.. aftr tht on activa i ws laughng oly i cudnt control my self .. :p nxt tym activa pe baithugi nai iske gira deti hai.. dude i knw tera fault nai tha jus kidding bhadak jayegi padegi toh..so this ws hilarious fall again uske pyaar mei.. pachka again..are vo sambaa k mom k ghar wala fall ws olso too good taxi wale ne sidha bumbs pe dhishum kiya n mei bags leke dhroom niche in saree vo b saree hi thi..n i ws thinking abt her oly n i cudnt hear taxi horn toh usne thokdiya... abhi sab yaad aarahe hai namune wale pal.. ;p 

btw mera shadhi wala din ws super duper hit i wish wapas shadhi ho meri vo moment of talkin to her on phn wen i ws abt to rich wedding hall... and d moment of watchng her enterin wedding hall... hahaha u knw wen i saw her frm stage my reaction ws (omg blessed me ) n vo namaste london mei jo katrina bridge se bhaag k ashay ko milti hai n hugs him waisa wala moment tha alas i cudnt run in wedding attire so i jus behaved as if i didnt see her but mera dhyaan uspe hi tha 

And chote came near stage n said sis dancing sambaa standin chk n i ws like omg chote ty call her on stage he is like ya ya wait n tht crazieeestttttt moment of havin her on stage mesmerizing i felt so touched but i controlled my self ab stage pe nai rona kind off feeling .. i wish she shud hv stayed for thoda long had food along n thn go but i appreciate ty so much babes for takin efforts to cumin down for few mins olso.. n thn aftr fading farwell to thm chote cme on stage n he broke me into tears on stage d way he said so finally i made ur dreamgirl cum in ur wedding il miss ur talks abt her ur taunts ur talks ur tips ur jokes n ur company while studyng jus have a good life n he huged me n i ws heavy heart  toh i strtd cryng on stage olredy i ws heavy heart n ye chote k talks abhi while writing olso i hv tears in my eyes.. woooo chuck it no deep talks on it nw. 

well a good news was waiting for me.. dude vo wala good news nai vo tym hai.. good news of yoga classes..sambaa asked me if i can join yoga classes to gv her company and since i do it @ home she took intiative to ask me once abt it.. and the very moment i got the msg i decided i wont.. coz agar join kiya adha tym toh mera use dekhne mei chala jayega yoga kum hogi siting n watchng her will b more.. toh i decided muje join nai karna thn i went in hall askin my mil to join classes so tht sambaa can gt her company and mil said no..she said  if ur joining i dont mind joining it too..so ab i had no option thn to join it so i said her yes il join .. 

 on 1st april we decided to gt registration done for yoga classes we went togthr.. chintu in the town bitchess so chintu ki bhabhi is busy taking care of him.. :p khana wana khila k mota kar k bheje gi chintu ko chuck chintu he is booked nw ab kya kaam ka line maar k forgt him waise b i dont like him :p
we had richd near charniroad bridge.. and i bumped with the stairs yuhu!!! iske pyaar mei hamesha girti hu see puchka hota hi hai ab adaat hogai hai .. i think i missed the stair while climbing it..oops wateva chuck it..

while cumin back home frm yoga center i actually didnt want to puke out tht m goin to gt done tattoo tmw..but unfortunatly i did :) she asked wat xctly i m goin to do? I i said her thts secret .. my plan was il gt the tattoo done and go n show it to her imediatly n say i got this 1 done for u..but i olready puked tht i m gtng the tattoo done tmw so the plan of gvin her surprise got cancelled in my mind  ;p (khayali pulav ka 1plate cancel)  .. wen i richd home i did dumbest thing i frwded her pics of tattoo wich i shudnt if i m givin surprise to her.. i knw i got confuse i ws with mind set as (lemme jus confirm it 1nce wethr she likes the design) agar nai acha lagta toh b problm coz m gtng it done for permanently.. aee meine vo activa se girne wala seen nai narrate kiya hai na fuck tht was insane hahahahaha wait il tell u lemme sum up this tatto thing first..were ws i  ummm ya so i ws sayng tht bcoz of such reasons i frwded her pics..let see ab kal kya hota hai i hope it goes well and i gt amazing tattoos done for 2 wonderful people in my life.. :) joke tha ji.. wonderful n this two demons ko b piche chod de dono..

here comes few more screenshots.. lol sample hai na kabhi left wink kabhi ryt wink..i jus b (lovestruck)

umm this pose will b called as scarywink pose lol..

this one is frown with lipssealed 

 i think she is whistling here hahahaha

this is judgemental pose

mei gana gau wapas.. saree k fall sa kabhi match kiya re, kabhi chod diya dil kabhi catch kiya re... well i decided il gt tattos done for both of thm.. i knw its risky on part of cookie he myt feel bad if i gt rushika's name tattooed so il jus gt initial done .. ;)

umm i think this was disgusting look ..

umm a lousy look 

 we all knw about it a wink look 

umm may b pareshan wala look 

oopss i forgot to write song lines i guess.. lemme think wch 1 goes with this blog.. a ha 

I can be in love
But I just don't know
Baby one thing is for certain
Whatever you do it's working
Other girls don't matter
In your presence can't do what you do
There's a million girls around but I don't see no one but you

Girl you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that..

oh god this chik is insane so much smoke she takes.. (cantwatch) puri life dhuve mei uda degi ye ..

and il make a point nw from nxt tym no smoke for her.. meine hi sir chada rakha hai ise :p PB b mere name pe bill phadta rehta hai smoke k liye.. befor i b the ultimate owner of PB's rasgullas on my face better i back off.. but ye kamini juggad kahi na kahi se kar legi so no use .. 

niharikas face lmao...

I went to skycafe last nyt.. ab we had jus richd n rushikas msg came regarding PB nt well toh ab mera mind is totally diverted i ws busy texting so i thought of sayng it to ronak.. and so i informed him tht PB nt well so cn we take him to ny doc tody .. he tryd but none clinics were open.. i knw he knew tht m jus physhically present thr mentally sumwere else so he raised up issue saying mei 1st ride meri bike pe rushika ko leke jaugi .. i wss like ok y wat abt neesha he is like vo nai rushika achi dikhti hai hahaha n a big chat we did aftr tht .. overall it ws a good dinner date..he sent the audio to rushika hahahaah such a bitch ronu is i ws blckmailing him n he oly frwded to her so smart he is.. mere sath reh k smart hogaya hai ..:p 

i made cookie see the video i had made for rushika aftr marraige hahahaha ronus ass ws on fire he is like kabhi muj jaise garib k liye b aisa kiya kaaar.. lol.. (ma baby) ronu i jus love u.. umaaah !!

snapchat is amazing dude i gt to see her evry nw and thn ..bitch cliks amazng selfiess   ..

do u wish u to see few of thm hahaha i knw the answer will b definately yes hang up i jus transfer thm in my blogs.. 

well i have few more il gt thm uploaded later.. bie for nw mil calling kitchen work bie xoxo 

happy holi : first holi after marraige writing blog on my new samsung grand 2 good feeling yeah!! jus saw rushikas insta pic.. kamini selfies se maar hi dalegi.. prashant ki kya halat hoti hogi hahahaah.. seriusly dude prashant is so lucky yeah ! jus sambaa is thoda irriating pakati hai kabhi kabhi but still on and avg changi kudi hai..

above is the pic of both celebrating first holi toghtr awww so cute ..

oh ooo and i celebrated my holi with mom dad n without cookie but tht doesnt matter coz humari toh pehle ho chuki hai holi amazing wali ;) yumk yum holi thi.. 

m loving my new phn android.. amazing apps u cn never gt bore.. and this madam keeps xploring things so overall a proud owner..

21st march : and again a new grup created by this ladies and i knw it will surely b for pulling my legs.. sweety said its surprise for me so random thoughts in mind.. and it ws nothng but jus a screenshot lol n i didnt sleep whole nyt thinking kya hoga surprise i thought at moment this two chiks must b planing for a meet up toghtr or may b sweety cumin to mumbai nywyz gone the day..and grup name is xpressive well no one xpress in it xcept me..

blackberry sucks.. i hate it nw..all my previous word documnts got deleted jus coz i formated my phn as it hangs up weneva cookies calls me up.. irritatng bitch. its tym to gt new phn so here i m living to gt it 1.. well todays day was super awsum...i m feeling jus like a redbull logo which fly lightly after the add ends zoop (bakwass tha )

ab batau kya kiya pehle we met.. we went to starbucks in saree (hahhaha) tht ws awkward too i knw but agar jate nai sharam k mare toh peene b nai milta.. and waise b india hai saree mei ghumne mei kaisi sharam..hai na sambaa.. maimi beach thodi hai.. opps i made mistake here this ws bcoz lack of presence of mind i decided in cab tht wen the guy @ starbucks will ask name to write on glass il say dancing sambaa

unfortunately it didnt happen n i barked bhakti outta my mouth.. (gai bhais pani mei )

ab iske baad jana tha theos to collect brownies.. yaar theos ki brownie isbaar muje hazam nai hui
i ws so nervous coz this bitch ws lookin @ me evry nw n thn i ws like are dude ek toh i olredy lack table manners n upar se she is staring i sum hw tryd to avoid it.. or mei hi bol rahi thi ha she ws jus answering ab is baat pe she will argue agar hoti toh.. ok fyn u were olso talkin..cool bro..

ab use kuch spicy khana tha (aila ye kitna khati hai moti ) lol.. madam wants to hv sumthng spicy vrrrooom we took cab to status..ah ha befor taking cab madam took her phn out n took a pic yuhu!!! meine itne saal mei jo nahi kiya usne bina bole kar diya (nonsense ) mere maan mei ladoo futa ab upar wale ko denim mei nai toh saree mei clik karvana hoga photo. vrrrom again we took cab for charniroad.. she had franky i ws (surprised ) aiyo sahi capacity hai iska.. and the last destination for the day .. i wish i had sum more tym to lead her to her plc olso.. jus a normal walk with person u like is olso so so awsum like u jus feel like ummmaaah were the hell were u in past chapters of my life.. bus ha ab jyada tarif nai karni kudiye bigad gai toh..

oh ho ! insta pic waah ye sachi mei fida hogai mere pe :p lol jus joking here cums d upload of the pic and i said ronak to liked it.. n my husband is bi*ch jus to make me feel jealous of rushika he wrote wow rushika too good and he signd off n said me to chk it.

i was like ok thank u
he said : saw comment ?
me : disgusting look oh u commnt for her n not for me bad (nautanki thoda)
he : dekh meine teri item pe commnt kiya r u nt jealous
me: dude y jealous obviously she looks so prety in the pic toh no woirres
he: pyaar toh dekho itna pyaar mere pe b kabhi lootaya karo..
me : (lipssealed) bolne mei mazza nai hai aage..

2nd fight with ronak: jus bcoz of fucking samosas ye kya baat hui i jus normally said keep few in ur plate i want to gv it to rushika for tasting aw aw wala moment bhaishab ka mood kharab he alone had 8 piece ask me hw mny i had 0 yeh!! khate wqt jo banata hai unka b sochliya karo kabhi..ab 6 piece baki the sirf so i said him nt to eat more.. jitni baar banau rushika k liye koi na koi tapak hi jata hai .. chalo tym to deal with hubbies tantrums..

gana gaya umm : pyaar mei kabhi aisa hojata hai choti si baato ka basana wala

he : still same..

me : (deep thoughts his fav song ummm?)

me : ronu tu hi meri shab hai subah hai..blah blah

he : dnt irritate ya u go gv samosas to her

me : naah now i wont  i said (use digest nai hoga ) lol

he : go na go n gv it to her she must b waiting

me: threw thm outta window (over khatam karo topic)

he ; (angry) pissed but he had nothng to say aftr tht n he ws bak to normal..

and 1 more song with this situation (oh pappe shadhi kar k pachtaya tauba mei pyaar kar ke pachtaya)

and my mood is like balloon mei se hawa jaise nikalti hai fuuuuushhhhhhhhh 

yaar  i didnt like sweety ka ristriction.. hw can we ristrict sum1 from makin new frnds evry1 shud get space in thr life..to knw new people.. sweety ye kya baat hui ji aap b inne sare frnds se baat karte ho importance dete ho toh rushika kyu nai humare alava b vo frnds bana sakti hai.. agar hum 3 hi rahe hamesha toh vo b bore hojayegi as in we knw we three stand for her ny tym but telling her not to mu maar apart from us is nt good..naye logo se milegi nai toh nayi chize b nai sikhegi..same to same logo se bore hojayegi.. meri taraf se toh freedom hai dost tuje..(m i krazzy or falling in love .. :p)

oopss this songs killing my blogs i dnt hv ny option thn to play loud music and write my blogs..

i cudnt gulp the springrolls sumtym it seems so uncomfortable hogging with people u knw too n redchilly il sue u .. terrace treat tha tab itne yummy rolls banaye the and jab isko dene the tab he made so fat one..izzat ka falooda..chuck it.. (and il love u until u learn to love urself)..

And i couldn't resist my self from writing my blogs..so here i am back in action writing things down as i feel it shud be.. many lollipop moments came in my life after my marriage.. living it truly .. expectation were high to meet her and it went right with tym..

i really dont knw were to start it from i m blank.. still making and effort to write it as m alone in room and i couldnt find any way out from this boredom..

woo madam is falling in love with the theo brownies.. well its good we all need sumthng or othr to pamper r self..so here i got chance to gt brownies for her evry nw n thn.. so i surely make a point of gtng brownies for her if i hit colaba market...i gotta gt glance of her wen i go down her lane..
its kinda (de daar tera agar na ho.. nahi aata hai karaar teri haa mil jaye toh mei kar du ye jaan nishar ) lol..